You Can Trust God


I think all parents have that one thing they tend to harp on. For me, it’s “be a person of your word.” It seems minor now – one child says they will play a certain game with another but a better option comes along and they change their mind. They’re never happy when I make them play whatever game they had promised to play with whichever sister they had made the promise. But I do it. I want to raise women of integrity.

When I read this morning’s #f260biblereadingplanreading, I was struck by the repetitive reminder by God that he was doing what he had promised generations ago to do.

God promised a Messiah and he was sending a Messiah. Scripture says that EVERY word of God proves true and that ALL of his promises are fulfilled in Jesus.

Not some. Not most. Not if you were extra good that day. Every word. Every promise. True. But we don’t want to wait for it.

Read Hebrews 11:13. Chapter 11 is the hall of faith. And do you know what it says about these faithful men and women of the Lord? They ALL died not having received the things promised. But they greeted them from a far.

Do you see that? They died not having received the Messiah they were promised but STILL believing that he was coming because they knew every. word. of. God. proves. true.

God reveals himself through his word. And what he is telling us today – what he is whispering to our weary hearts – is, “You can trust me.”

You can trust him with the hurt. You can trust him with your child. You can trust him with your dreams. You can trust him to do what he has promised.

You are loved.

For all of those who knew us when…

We are often embarrassed by our stories. We feel awkward or ashamed around the ones who witnessed our children going astray, our marriages falling apart, our personal sins being discovered, our car getting repossessed, or our caving to that addiction once again. When we find ourselves removed from those situations, we don’t always want to be around the ones who knew us “when.”

This leads us to the story of Lazarus. It’s a well-known story and a favorite of many. Who doesn’t love a good man-raised-from-the-dead story? You can just sense the drama as Jesus stands before the tomb and instructs Martha to remove the stone (John 11:39.) Jesus calls Lazarus’ name and the dead man came walking out. There’s no doubt that the crowd was amazed by this miracle, but what did Lazarus think about it all?

We’re usually okay with folks knowing our success stories, but how do we feel about the ones who witness our failures? We are happy to emerge from the wreckage to the cheers of the crowd, but how do we feel around the ones who watched us crash and burn? We want the pomp of the resurrection without the pain of the death. The problem with that is that it’s all part of our story. We minimize the grace we’ve received when we don’t acknowledge the grave from which we were raised.

We see a similarity between Lazarus’ story and the story of the woman with the issue of blood. Her story didn’t end with her healing and his story didn’t end with his resurrection. John 11 tells us all about Lazarus’ illness, death, and return to life. The really good part, however, comes in chapter 12.

Some time after the raising of Lazarus, Jesus returns to Bethany to visit him and his sisters again. Scripture tells us that, when people heard that Jesus was going to be there, huge crowds showed up to see Him and the dead man who came back to life. This angered the chief priests (John 12:10.) Why were they so upset?

Because on account of him many of the Jews were going away and believing in Jesus. John 12:11 ESV

People were placing their faith in Jesus because of Lazarus’ story and guess who was spreading the word. It wasn’t the people who only knew the present, healed and resurrected Lazarus. It wasn’t the ones who could never imagine him being weak, frail and desperate. No, Lazarus’ story was being told by the ones who knew him “when.”

The crowd that had been with him when he called Lazarus out of the tomb and raised him from the dead continued to bear witness. John 12:17 ESV

Do you see who continued to bear witness to what Jesus had done in Lazarus’ life? It was the ones who had seen Jesus call him out of the grave and into grace. People followed Jesus because these individuals shared the story of Lazarus stepping into the daylight with the stench of death still lingering.

Lazarus’ story didn’t end when he walked out of the grave. It continues even today because people who knew his story shared what they had seen God do in his life.

It’s one thing to deal with a person who knew a former version of us but also knows the person we have become. They’re aware of our past but they also accept our present. But what about the people who only know part of our story? This is the situation the woman in Luke 7 found herself.

And behold, a woman of the city, who was a sinner, when she learned that he was reclining at table in the Pharisee’s house, brought an alabaster flask of ointment, and standing behind him at his feet, weeping, she began to wet his feet with her tears and wiped them with the hair of her head and kissed his feet and anointed them with the ointment. Luke 7:37-38 ESV

The Pharisee knew this woman. Likely, everyone in town knew this woman. I can almost hear the gasps and see the shocked faces as she walked into the home and approached Jesus. The man of the house was quick to point out that Jesus must not have known this woman’s story or he would never have allowed her to touch him.

For she is a sinner. Luke 7:39

Have you ever had someone attempt to reduce your entire life story down to one sentence?

She had an affair.

He’s an alcoholic.

She had a baby out of wedlock.

He spent time in prison.

Often, people want our sin and our shame to be our story. The Pharisee looked at this woman and said, “She is a sinner.” He said this is what she is, present tense, end of story. Except it wasn’t! Just like the woman with the issue of blood, this woman’s story was her history plus her healing. In this passage, Luke sets it up and Jesus wraps it up.

And behold, a woman of the city who was a sinner… Luke 7:37

Do you see how Luke described this woman? She was a sinner. Past tense. This is her history but, by itself, it is not her story.

Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven… Luke 7:47 ESV

Luke says she was a sinner and Jesus says that she is forgiven. She loved much because she had been forgiven much. I believe this woman was a Christ follower when she walked in the door. Her love was in response to the healing that she had experienced. When she heard that Jesus was reclining in that home, she came prepared with her ointment to honor Him. Her tears were not of shame but of sheer joy.

From sinful woman to forgiven woman. History plus healing. The Pharisee knew her history but he was ignorant regarding her story.

Even Now

The locusts were sent by God as a judgment on an unfaithful people. They had turned their backs on Him. They had forsaken the One who had brought them so far. Then, there are two of the sweetest words in Scripture…

“Even now…”

After all that you’ve done – even now you can return to me.

After all the places you have been – even now there is a place for you here with me.

No matter how far we have fallen. No matter how many times it has happened. No matter what lies the enemy whispers. God says to us, “Even now, come back to me.”

And He calls us back, not to a place of shame, but of restoration. (Joel 2:25)

He promised to restore what the locusts had eaten. The locusts that were sent by Him in response to their sin. Think about that! He offers to restore to them the very things that their own unfaithfulness had cost them.

That’s grace.


Let’s Catch Up!

It’s been way too long, friends, since I have visited this space. Let’s just say that there’s a whole lot of life being lived on this side of the screen.

However, for those who don’t follow my Bible journaling on my Insta page, I wanted to post some highlights from recent weeks.


(I read this book every year during the week of Easter. I highly recommend it!)


(As I sit here this morning, do I feel peace or panic? Do my efforts seem fruitful or in vain? Is the Lord’s presence evident in my life?

Often, I want to blame (or give credit for) the answers on my current circumstances, other people or my own effort.

What if it were all dependent upon my obedience to the Lord?)


(God starts out by saying, “I have a command for you.” And, before anyone can even respond, He says, “it’s not too hard for you.”

{I would like to point out that He didn’t say that it wouldn’t be hard – but it wouldn’t be TOO hard.}

The command is to choose life.
To choose good.
To choose Him every time.

Also, how cute is this phone case from Prone to Wander LA?!)


(It’s been said that the best predictor of future behavior is past behavior.

God’s “past behavior” has always been faithfulness. He has kept every promise He ever made. Anyone can be a promise maker but our God is a promise keeper.

One really fun way to study scripture is to begin at the beginning and highlight every promise made by God. Then, as you make your way through, highlight or somehow mark the fulfillment of those promises. )


(Our hope comes from what we KNOW and not what we feel.

Also, another super cute phone cover from Prone to Wander LA. I have signed my blogs and books with “You are loved” for years so I am in love with this one!)

He is risen, friends.

He is risen, indeed.

Remember Jesus Christ, risen from the dead… 2 Timothy 2:8

You are loved. <3

Two Bible Study Tips for the New Year

Here are a few excerpts from our first two weeks with the F260 Bible reading plan. As I read each day, I am looking for two things:

An Inhale – a meditation

An Exhale – an application

Here are a few examples.



Inhale: Grief changes people.

Exhale: Do I allow people who have suffered a great loss to find their new normal?

26220011_1573868926038645_7647826988527679204_nInhale: We must know Scripture well so that we do not speak things of God that are not true.

Exhale: Do I use God’s Word to shame or condemn someone instead of to bring light and freedom?


Inhale: The GOspel is about going.

Exhale: Where (or to whom) is God calling me to go?


I would love to hear from y’all and know what God is revealing to you!

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You are loved. <3