God knows.
The pain.
The betrayal.
The loss.
The emptiness.
The brokenness of it all.
God knows.
The rejection.
The weariness.
The desperation.
The I just don’t belong.
The “what in the world” of it all.
God knows.
The darkness.
The loneliness.
The wandering.
The wondering.
The “how did I get here” of it all.
God knows.
The remember when.
The should have been.
The barely hanging in.
The I can’t wait till then.
The longing for heaven of it all.
God knows.
God knows.
