If we think that following God means a life that never extends beyond our comfort zone, we have greatly misunderstood Him. Often, God calls us to do the very thing that sends fear coursing through our body.
What then? How will we respond when God commands us to face our fear of failure or rejection? What if God calls us into the dark place of loss and devastation? We must be willing to go wherever He is.
Now when all the people saw the thunder and the flashes of lightening and the sound of the trumpet and the mountain smoking, the people were afraid and trembled, and they stood far off… – Exodus 20:18
There is a passage in 1 Kings that I have read many times and I’ve heard many sermons preached from it. It talks about God being, not in the earthquake and fire, but in a whisper. That is true – sometimes we look for a big production from God and miss His still small voice.
How do we respond, however, when He does come in thunder and lightening? We like the idea of a gentle whisper, but are we still anxious to draw near when there is a smoking mountain and a thick darkness? What happens when fear stands between where we are and where He is? What then?
The people stood far off, while Moses drew near to the thick darkness where God was. – Exodus 20:21
As people of God, we must draw near to Him wherever He may be. We must have the faith that says, as did Mary Gardiner Brainard, I would rather walk with God in the dark than go alone in the light.
When God is calling us into a place that seems dark and scary, we cannot stand far off in fear. We must, like Moses, embrace the thick darkness if that is where we find Him.